CRAZY SMARF

only through suffering is one enabled with the strength

to survive –

Being There

Touching the Void

Shutter Island

Inland Empire

Blue Jasmine

Adaptation

The Shining
Night of the Living Dead
Apocalypse Now

Inkpot

“little brown body in a gray sheet bed in the slums of

Telegraph Hill huge figure in the history of the night

yes but only one among many – the asexuality of the

WORK also the sudden gut joy of beer when the visions

of great words in rhythmic order all in one giant arch

angel go roaring thru my brain so I lie in the dark also

seeing also hearing the jargon of the future worlds –

damajehe eleout ekeke dhdkdk dldoud – d ekeoeu dfh

kehgyt better not a more than lther ehe the macmurphy

out of that dgardent that which strangely he doth mdo

dudltkdip- baseeaatra- poor examples because of the

mechanical needs of typing of the flow of river sounds

words dark leading to the future and attesting to the

madness hollowness ring and roar of my mind which

blessed or unblessed is where trees sing – in a funny

wind – well being believes he’ll go to heaven a word

to the wise is enough – “Smart went Crazy” wrote

Allen Ginsberg.) Reasons why I didn’t go home at 3

am. – and example.”  

Kerouac, The Subterraneans

DESCRIPTION OF A MYTH

almost everyone says “perception is reality”

and I shake my head paralyzed by silence:

I see a molecular portrait of the world presented

through a collage of free form expression

parallel signs of a quantum mind exploring and

embracing the existential spectrum of words

in a simultaneous experience of memory and

imagination searching for meaning created from

the immediate awareness of being alive –

and I realize if reality is reality then perception

is merely an illusion used to establish a contrast

to the unknown

therefore pairing the above quote with silence

is not only logical it is poetry…